Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Today was a rough day

This is not a blog towards anyone in particular.....

For those who don't know, my husband and I are struggling with fertility, we have been married almost 2 years and so far we have been unsuccessful in conceiving a baby of our own. Today was just one of those days that felt like a slap in the face because others around me are having children, and it makes me ask when will it be my turn? I am not getting any younger, the biological clock is ticking very very loudly. So if I seem agitated or quite frankly pissy its because every month that passes makes me feel like a failure because there is something physically wrong with me and it is extremely frustrating. Hopefully soon we can get the testing done and figure out exactly what is going on inside of me and my husband. So please dont get angry or upset with me, I just am very emotional right now, I love you all.